Friday, November 14, 2025

When emotions are too hard to put into words-Sylvia

Recently in class, we talked about The Green Monster and The Ice Man. After that, I kept wondering what Murakami was trying to express through these two different “monsters.” The more I thought about it, the more I felt that maybe the monsters are metaphors for our emotions… or even a way of criticizing how modern people suppress their feelings. Why does saying “I’m jealous,” “I’m anxious,” or “I feel nothing” feel scarier than facing a monster? Maybe that’s why Murakami uses these creatures in his stories. The monsters give our emotions a form, allowing us to look at them from a safe distance and to notice how fragile our emotional lives have become.

In The Green Monster, the monster rises up from a crack in the ground. In The Ice Man, the monster is a man whose emotions are completely frozen. They seem opposite, but they remind me of two extreme ways emotions can show themselves: hot and cold. One is overwhelming and explosive, while the other is numb and frozen. When we can’t understand our emotions, they often return in these extreme forms.

The Green Monster isn’t an evil creature, but it still feels disturbing because it keeps approaching the narrator. Its desire is overwhelming. To me, the monster feels like anxiety given a body. It bursts out from below the surface, just like anxiety suddenly rising from the subconscious. The more it’s being avoided, the more it grows. The monster’s approach mirrors how anxiety works; the more you repress it, the more it demands an outlet. 

The ice man is the opposite: he has no warmth at all, as if he can’t feel. This reminds me of dissociation. When a person lives too long in fear or rejection, the brain freezes their emotions to protect them — like putting a heart in a freezer. The Ice Man’s coldness and distance make the narrator feel both drawn to him and alienated from him. This contradiction makes me think about what emotional numbness looks like, seeming calm and rational on the outside, but actually carrying a huge psychological cost.

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